Tuesday, May 30, 2006
| Your Birthdate: September 16 |
You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head.
You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking.
People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right.
You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself.
Your strength: Your original approach to thinking
Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others
Your power color: Pale blue
Your power symbol: Wavy line
Your power month: July |
| Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" |
You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.
You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you
Your flirting style: friendly and sweet
What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance
Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive |
| Your Love Life Secrets Are |
Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.
You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?
It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off.
In fights, you speak your mind and don't hold back. You know you're right, and you can get quite angry about it.
You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over. |
| You're an Expert Kisser |
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable |
| You Are a Natural Flirt |
Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt.
And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting.
Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt.
And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! |
Muahahahaha.
I'm sooooo bored.
Somebody save me.
2:59 PM
Omg. I cannot believe I watched X-Men for the 2nd time today. But since it's not one of those movies that I'd get easily sick of, so it's all good. Plus, all my expenses were covered. Thanks going out to my dearest Amelina. Wow? Wow. Haha. I thought she was only going to treat me to dinner, but she stared at me with her big gorgeous eyes, the antecedent to make me withdraw my wallet. Wow wow? Wow wow. Haha.
I had a lovely lovely time with her. Just smoking, talking, catching up. It's not the go-crazy-omg-im-gonna-grop-dead-and-die-from-laughing situation with us, but the feel-good and smile-saturating moments whereby time passes by pretty quickly. And for me, this is the best way to spend time with each other. Too bad she's seeing somebody else. (Aww) Ha.
We should have done this 4 dates ago. I'm just glad that despite everything that has happened before, a friendship that was never there before can actually blossom. Or is it just friendship? (HAHA pls don't kill me) Well whatever it is, I'm loving the fact that she's back. (:
In all truth, I'm really glad that you have her with you.
1:15 AM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
I finally saw Amelina today after all this while. Felt nice that she actually whined a little when I said I was going to leave. (: She asked me out for lunch today, but we didn't confirm anything much last night so it's dragged till tmr, tho still not confirmed. I just hope that eventually we'll finally get to go out together again, after 4 times of unaccomplished planning. ha. The only issue now, hopefully her DUDE won't be raging with jealousy. Haha.
AND I SPOTTED MY CUTE TOPSHOP GIRL TODAY. HAHA.
Apparently she's working at the outlet in Suntec. Suntec has cute malay salesgirls. Shopping has to be done, period. HAHA.
Can anyone guess where I had dinner today? LIQUID KITCHEN. HAHAHA. Susanne was working again. hohoho. So now she recognises me alr. I think all her colleagues too.(Duh) And my sister thinks that she looks like Wanyi (you think?).
3 eyecandies in one day.
Satiating... Hahaha.
Had a good time talking with Dinah and Wendy last night (ALTHOUGH FREDA PANGSEHED). Haha. And time spent with Sem, Henry and Darren was lovely, despite all the dissing abt the Nigga I met outside indochine last week. Irritating. Plus I had a fantastic time with Wanyi, her classmates, and Claudio at Liquid Kitchen on Friday. I couldn't walk straight afterwhich. Short weekend, but definitely lovely. (:
New week, and back to studying.
DREAD....
10:22 PM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Hi. Can you take a picture of us?
Oh, now you can turn the camera around and take a picture of yourself.
HAHAHA.
I cannot believe I said that.
1:54 AM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
I need a hook so you won't be the one that got away
I need a look that stuns you, makes you wanna stay.
Don't wanna speak in case it comes out wrong
Don't wanna blink cause in a second you could be gone
I need a twist to turn this story round.
I need a bridge to cross this dangerous ground
Meet me in the middle like I want you to.
I gotta find your heart to shoot my arrow through
7:20 PM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Liquid Kitchen (Upp Thomson)
-- Belle's official new hangout.
Some may know why.
Hehehe. (:
3:35 AM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
I hate my dad.
I have a pile of work to do.
I need soma. O Brave New World.
Emotional imbroglio.
Melissa Ann John.
I really want to see you soon.
Experiencing Merser-Impoverishment.
I miss you. :(
10:20 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Thanks Sem, for calling just to make sure I bunk in early.
Ended my night impeccably.
I love you very much. (:
And I miss your hugs too.
11:29 PM
Not feeling good.
Not feeling good at all.
Tricia's right.
Wanyi's right.
So I wonder, who deserves the credit more.
Amelina? or Tricia?
Thanks for the change in me.
10:24 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Sem called to check on me. (:
I guess it's good that I posted that pathetic entry, at least it brought some of my dearest ones back. I hope she remembers to call me back later after Grey's Anatomy. She's finishing it without MEEE.
Wanyi texted me regarding friday too.
And though it was just an exchange of a mere few msgs, it was good talking to her again. Her annoying MIA-ing is depriving me so much of her, even when we're in the same school. gee. Hope I'd be well enough for tmr's studying session. (:
Andrea wrote me a 3pg long letter.
SNAIL MAIL. it's been eons since I received that. I miss that girl so much, and so thankful that she's doing fine now after everything. I just can't wait for her to be back. And I'm so glad that we managed to catch up on each others' lives especially that whole disappearance act of mine. I'm so contented now that she's back in my life. (:
These 3 ladies, Belle cannot live without. (:
11:26 PM
So here's an update before this blog becomes stale.
I'm sick.
Coughed out blood
Fever (which I haven't had for a few years alr)
A bloody runny nose.
I don't know what else.
And as if there's anything to look forward to should I get well. Absent for two days, with no energy to do anything but lie on the couch, so Back To School will be excruciating and deadly, as if I am not already dying.
Hello As,
Can I take you next year?
1:56 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
Seek.
The one word that acts as a portraiture of what we have, and will be doing for the rest of our lives.
Like an empty vessel, we seek satiety.
The answers to agnosticism, the rationalization of occurences, the unravelment and elucidations to every predicament exposed, the fulfilment of every need. Ultimately, we seek to unfurl the one question that will strike each and every one of us in this journey of life -- What is our purpose here?
Everything we do boils down the act of seeking, harboring after something. There is never enough; love, knowledge, acceptance.. Each's journey towards the realisation of one's bona fide essence of him/herself. We seek love at birth, and the knowledge of everything that amuses us. We seek acceptance, the rationalisation and reasons of occurences and setbacks we face. We seek to discover what would lie in front of us at the end of the road. Even at death, we seek the unfathomable, the ungraspable. The enigma of life. Prodigious it may be, we still seek despite our maladies, our ineptitude.
Answers are what we choose to believe. They're beacons that stop us from the act of seeking. An indication for us to move forward, a supposed guideline to our revelation at the end of our journey. The tapestry of clarifications -- The impediment of unearthing, of discovering, because of which, it would possibly lead to further superfluous ambiguity.
Perhaps some things are never meant to be explained nor unravelled. Miracles are occurences that are inexplicable, which insinuates a representation of our failure to rationalize, as if we owe the world a provision of answers to why it is as such.
Do we just accept what seems logical to us as answers?
1:37 AM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Everyone's a selfish bitch no matter how much they try to deny it. It's each for him/herself. That's how the world brutally spins. Human nature is selfish. Deal with it.
It's May.
And it only struck me today.
11:15 PM
